Sunday, February 1, 2009

Thoughts running through my head

Spring semester is underway and I am getting my schedule set. I am so excited for my new music :D I had my first lesson on Thursday where I was given 2 English pieces [It Was a Lover and His Lass & The Bustle in the House] , 1 French piece [Absence](my first french piece ever), 1 Spanish [Serenta Gitara], and 1 German piece [Lied der Mignon]. I am suppose to be getting one or two Italian pieces this semester as well. I know these pieces wont be easy, but I am ready to challenge myself and improve my voice to become the best musician I can. I have already started on Lied der Mignon and I love it :) I love singing German and any Schubert piece is my favorite. Unfortunately I have run out of printer ink, so I have to go to the JC and pay to print out my music, good thing I have lots and lots of change. :)

Okay so let me just say this, I did this thing on facebook called 25 random things, and I realized something about myself while thinking about random facts. I have the hardest time......communicating when something is bothering me. I know I should talk about it but I usually try to ignore it and hope it goes away. My mind always thinks of the worst and since I hate it when people are upset or angry at me I try to avoid it at all costs. This tends to hurt me more then help me so I am trying to just talk to whoever I need to talk to instead of pushing it aside and bottling it up. This causes me to blow up at people, which I really regret when it happens because when I am really angry I get extremely mean and cruel sometimes. That is something else I am working on. My temper which doesn't come out much anyway but when it does I feel terrible afterwards so I have to learn to control it better. Setting goals for myself to make me a better person yay! :D

Let me say this I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S FEBRUARY!! Time is really flying and it kind of scares me to be honest, so much has changed and so much more will change....I just hope I don't loose myself in the process. I miss my bestest Kitty so much I wish I could see her more often and I miss Brittany too. I hope when I come home again I can relax with both of them.....its been too long, Kitty and I need an IHOP trip and I need to go bowling so I can suck bad enough to have her laugh at me :P

Okay well I am going to actually try to watch the Super Bowl. I feel sympathy for the Cardinals since they have never been to the Super Bowl, but my Grandpa John lives in Pittsburgh sooooo GOOO STEEELERS! lol :P