Where do I go from here?

I don't know and I wish I did. I thought I was going about things the right way, but I feel I have made things worse. I don't want to lose a friend....I don't want to have to explain myself either. This is so frustrating! I made it complicated though, so its my mess to figure out. 

 This seems to be a reoccurring theme for me this week, because my friend John from home is suddenly cold to me, and doesn't want to seem to talk to me anymore over stupid shit that shouldn't have gotten him angry in the first place. He says everyone doubts what he tells them, because he is honest but I told him I didn't. Then he started generalizing me as my gender. Talking to me as if I was just a women, not Jessica who he has known for like three fucking years. MEN ARE SO STUPID SOMETIMES!!!! I mean honestly you can't stereotype everyone, people are different and unique no one is exactly the same. I hate being generalized and stereotyped. I may be blonde, but I'm sure as hell not like every blonde on the planet. My name is Jessica, but I am not like any other Jessica I have met, so don't sit there and fucking tell me that I am a woman so you have no faith or belief in what I say. Don't fucking sit there and tell my I am ungrateful because I am a woman! I am so pissed about this and I just can't understand his actions and what the hell his deal is. To have him sit there and call me ungrateful is one of the most painful things ever. I have never been ungrateful for anything. I thank God everyday that I am alive and that I have what I have in my life.  I was born 6 weeks premature and was very ill for a long time, so don't sit there and tell my I fucking ungrateful!  Ugh, this rate has made me mad....I need to relax and focus on my homework and just get it done. I truly and honestly hope that by the end of this week I haven't lost someone I have come to love as a friend or lose I long time valued friend. I feel like I need to cry or scream! I hate doing that though because I look like I am depressed or something. I'm not I am just extremely frustrated! Anyway I have got lots to do to get ready for finals coming in like 4 weeks!