M.I.A.

So I have been MIA because of the lack of internet service at MAson due to construction. I was also without cable too, so I had to more then once entertain myself by myself. I am at the tail end of a 4 string set of games so that helped pass the time and Gary came up and stayed with me so I wasn't totally by myself. Also the laundry wasn't working as well.....grrr. Luckily Gary and his parents were nice enough to let me do my laundry at their house which I still really appreciate I go home tomorrow for a few days and that will probably be the last time I go home until the new semester starts, sigh. Things at home have gotten so complicated and messed up. I hate not being able to go home and be there for those that need me and fix things.....there is nothing I can do but listen and wait. My mom has been acting so weird recently and I don't know why. She keeps freaking out out over the smallest things and asking me the same questions over and over. Like last night I went to the movies with Betsy after the game and my mom flipped when I told her I Was at Tyson's. She was like " Why are you shopping? How are you paying for all of this" She just accused me of wasting all of the money I have, and I got so pissed. First of all Betsy was nice enough to pay for the movie and dinner last night so none of mom's money was being used, and second of all I HAVE NO MONEY TO SHOP WITH!!!!! I AM NOT THAT STUPID! Even if Betsy wasn't going to pay I have a little bit of my own money I get from the basketball games that I use to go out with my friends. Then she asked me over and over " When are you coming home? When are you working again???" I just wanted to scream! She made me so angry and I tried to tell her in a calm voice AGAIN! Mom I will be home Wednesday night and I won't know when I am working again until I call on Wednesday, because they haven't made the schedule yet...... Then today she was saying she was stressed and I was like mom I love you what's wrong? What's bothering you? She sounded so put off when I asked " Jessica you should know" Is what she said, and I honestly HAVE NO IDEA!!!! I am so AHHHH!!! Right now because my mom is leaving me in the dark. No clues no nothing as to what is bothering her. I can normally tell right away and right now I have no clue *sigh*. I talked to my dad and I kind of snapped at him , but he quickly told me what I was doing so I apologized, because he isn't the one freaking out on me everyday. Besides this two of my friends at home are having serious problems and I have talked to both of them, and I hope I have helped, but I dunno. I just really need to see Kitty and give her a hug she desperately needs. I hope that my mom can chill out and so that I will want to come home, cause right now I want to go to c-ville but not to my house....anywhere but my house. This makes it seem like -0 has started out bad, but not really I promise. I had an amazing night at Fur with Gary on New Year's Eve and so far things besides the issue with my mom are going well. I have a nice job that is working out well, because they are so flexible, and I am making some of my own money finally!!! (not that I will see much of it, because it will be going towards school once the semester starts). Anywho I am off to eat a little something and then get ready for the Women's game tonight hope against hope they win!