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I have no idea what to title this blog post to be honest.  I'll just say a few things before I get my homework done and go to bed. I got back to Mason fine last night, and everything was going well till I was asked to talk about something I did not want to. It was pointless to me and it accomplished nothing, but reiterate how I felt and what I wanted. The thing is what I want doesn't matter, because someone made choices that have made my wants, wishes. I am allowing others to be happy before myself. I know or I have been told that I shouldn't do this, but I love these people with all my heart, and I am willing to sacrifice my feelings and wishes for them to be happy. I really wish things weren't complicated, but they are and I think I am doing a good job of dealing with it. I still cry, but it is less and whenever it gets bad I can turn to them and they will let me cry, yell, or just talk to them about it, making me feel a little better. I would say more but like I said before there is no point. Time is the best healer and maybe one day we will both want the same things, and then what I want will matter. Besides this cheerleading is going okay, because now we are getting into the harder stunts, so it is taking us longer to hit it right. I feel bad for those who are seriously hurting from old injuries or new ones. I just keep my mouth shut and work as hard as I can everyday to make our team the best it can. I really hope I can cheer all four years, but it is a slim possibility. I am going to cheer as long as I can, because I really do love it and always will. :) Anywho off to do some studying before bed.