It's....Saturday

I am at home for once, but not for long....and thats how it always is these days. I come home to work as well as balance seeing my family and friends, which has led to more then one fight, unfortunately. It's between my mom and I, and my dad gets stuck in the middle every time. I feel bad but I get frustrated with my mother every time I come home giving me a curfew and not trusting me to do what I need to do. I am doing it at school, so why can't I do it at home? I don't know I think my mom is afraid of losing her little girl. Of letting me grow up. I thought I'd have to fight my dad more then my mom, but my dad usually comes around after talking to me. My mom I feel is a constant battle when I come home, and I hate it. I wish she would just talk to me about it instead of getting mad.....oh well. 

Any who my best friend Kitty and I had a girl's night last night, and she cut my hair :) It was the first time I ever let her do it, and I really like it. It's a nice change, though I might have her come back and give me shorter bangs....we will see. She and I got chinese food for dinner and then stopped by to see Ed at Food Lion. Ed said he would swing by after work, so we went back to her house and watched Enchanted :) love that movie! She and I had some quality time, even though it wasn't for very long, but we are definitely having a total girl's night over Thanksgiving break.  I also vented a lot to Kitty last night too, about everything going on in my life. It felt good to have her make me laugh and joke with me. Even if it was poking fun AT ME lol. I told her about my last post and how I felt as though I was letting God down. She just shook her head at me and smiled saying " Jessica you couldn't let anyone down even if you tried." I laughed at her and she said "Seriously you would try and be like oh no I can't do it." I love her so much and she is so important to me. I don't know what I would do with out her. She is having a rough time herself so we are just trying to be there for each other as much as possible even though we don't see each other everyday anymore. We don't agree on everything and we argue especially about things I do, or don't do lol, but she does it cause she cares and is looking out for me. For example she doesn't think I should talk to my ex anymore, but we are friends now and even though our relationship is weird it works. She says he wants to date me again and that maybe the case, but I would never date him again. Not after what he did to me. Not after the things he did and said. Anyway for us lately the topic has been the men in our lives which is kind of funny in way. 

Today I worked the Clemson v UVA game where it was definitely freezing! I should've worn a long sleeve shirt under my work shirt, but I thought it would be warmer by the oven then it was. Luckily John came by he was wearing so many layers! He gave me his UVA fleece to keep me warm. I got teased a little for taking it, but he was insistent and I was cold and can't afford to get sick. I'll give it back to him next wednesday when I am home for a few days.  My dad and I were suppose to have a jam session together, but he back outed which kind of got me mad, because he said we would the next time I came home, but he said " You'll be home next week Jess, we will do it then" and I am holding him to that! Now I am waiting for my laundry to get done so I can go back to Mason.......what a fun night drive! These are the days I wish Mason was closer to home. Well I think this has been a pretty long blog so I will talk about the Women's game tomorrow and the Skins game.....if I have time. Off to spend some quality time with my uncle Mark, cousin Brittany, mom and dad before I leave!