High Speed Tuesday

So Today went by real fast! I went to bed at like midnight (which is early for me btw) and got about nine hours of sleep for the first time since school started most likely. I went to math and got my test.....failed it! Even though I studied and took the practice exam.....grrr, but my professor told the class if we passed that final we would pass the class. I would like to get a B, but I will probably end up with a C. After choir I got the picture from Ibiza of Gary and I which turned out to be pretty amazing. Then I went with Caroline to her physical therapy and we had some girl time while she worked out her wrists. Then we came back to school, cause I had practice and I told her I hadn't eaten anything since breakfast, and she was like " We are getting you food now!" I told her I would be fine and that I wasn't really hungry, but she was adamant that I got something, so I ran into the connivence store and grabbed a Lunchable thing  and water. She saw it and said "Jessica that isn't going to sustain you". I told her I always eat at Ike's after and that I would be fine. Though she doesn't think I am taking good care of myself, but I am doing the bets I can I swear. I eat when I have time, to be honest. Some days I get three meals, others I only get one.  I love Caroline, and I know she is just worried I am not taking good care of myself but I promise I am.  It's funny because normally I am the one worrying about everyone and taking care of everybody. I told Caroline this I just want everyone to be happy and sometimes I get hurt in the process, but thats okay because I am a forgiver, and I know it. I have friends who have treated me bad in the past, but if they needed me or anything I would be there for them no question. I love my friends so much, to me they are apart of my family and apart of me, so I always have them in mind. This may seem stupid or naive, but I believe people are naturally good, they just make bad decisions, because they think it will benefit them when in reality it will only hurt them. This is my belief, and probably one of my strongest ones, because I feel people just don't care anymore that they have to only look out for themselves. I could never live that way and refuse to see life that way. Anywho that was a rant on my beliefs a little, my bad. I talked to Caroline about how I felt last night and she helped me a bit because I am kind of stuck at what to do, especially with my friend at home. I figure it out in time I guess or when I see him this weekend. Well I have work to do that I have yet to start, so off I go, and will update soon!